I'm getting surgery in 3 weeks andddddd I'm freaking out. There's so much on my mind. Why I always swallow my own thoughts? I'll never know. I hope one day I can find someone who accepts me for me, all my dorkiness, blonde moments, and insecurities.
I want/need summer.
"I was
afraid of wanting anything. I figured wanting would lead to trying, and trying
would lead to failure. But now I find I can’t stop wanting. I wanna fly
somewhere in first class. I wanna travel to Europe on a business trip. I wanna
get invited to the White House. I wanna learn about the world. I wanna surprise
myself. I wanna be important. I wanna be the best person I can be. I wanna
define myself instead of having others define me. I wanna win and have people be
happy for me. I wanna lose and get over it. I wanna not be afraid of the
unknown. I wanna grow up to be generous and big hearted, the way that people
have been with me. I want an interesting and surprising life. It’s not that I
think I’m gonna get all these things. I just want the possibility of getting
them. The future is the possibility that things can change. I can't wait."
- friday night lights -
- friday night lights -
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