all i can say and think.

I lay here with my eyes wide open, staring into space. Thinking about everything, trying to find my place. Where do I belong? What do I want to do? My mind wanders aimlessly.. Heidi Wood.. wait who? I wish I knew who I was and where I'm supposed to go. I guess I'll find out someday, until then, confusion is my hit show. Troubled heart and soul is mainly what I am, I feel like I won't ever be complete without a puzzle piece.. a man. Where's my Noah? is a classic line, someday, I hope, I really hope I will call someone mine. Asking my sister over and over, "Do you think I'll ever get married?" My thoughts and feelings are beginning to feel smothered. Buried.